So much on my mind!

I started reading "Desiring God" this morning. Wow!! What an incredible book. Why has it taken me so long to get to a book like this. "God gets most glory when you are most satisfied in Him". How awesome is that?! I want to bring Him glory by my joy in Him. Not just doing what I know He wants...not just being good so I wont get in trouble...bringing Him glory by being fully satisfied in Him. I want to seek that every day. What great worship came out of that thought process today. I want to lead like that. Not leading good songs or good services, just leading by being fully satisfied in Him. I mean, how much do I love seeing my kids fully satisfied, having fun, smiling. I love to hear my kids sing. Last night, they were all singing "I'll do my best, I'll do my best. Oh, oh, oh, I'll do my best for You" at the top of their lungs. I know that brought glory to God and I know that it made me full of praise for Him. God is good. Man I'm rambling! I have only read about 40 pages of this book so far...can't wait to get to the rest of it.

Had a great lunch today to. Why does it surprise me when people just want to be invested in? I love to see people hungry for more of God. I love getting to talk about that with brothers in Christ. I love getting to invite them into more of what God has. Some are just so hungry for more of God, just waiting for someone to invite them into the game. I have the great job of inviting people into the game. WHAT A GREAT JOB! Some will choose not to play. That's not my responsibility. I just keep on inviting people to play and keep on playing myself. Like Brian reminded me today, it really is much more fun to play than it is to sit on the sideline.

Finally, we are having a garage sale tomorrow. I am amazed at how much junk we have. Yeah, a lot of it is clothes that we have grown out of, but so much of it is just junk that we didn't need in the first place (but we probably thought we had to have). Sometimes I walk through my house and wonder, how cool would it be just to sell all of this and start over. No t.v., playstation, cable, computer, just a few pairs of jeans and shirts, and some food. How much more effective would I be as a minister without all of this clutter in my life? Well that's for another long discussion.

Father,

Thank you for rewarding me with what you did today. Thank you for letting me give of myself. Thank you for the 3 hours with Alvin. Thank you for his hunger for you and love for you. Father, thank you for letting me serve you in this way.

Father, I will seek joy in You. Help me not seek joy in things that are not of you. IN fact, would you kill all the joy that I get from things that aren't of you. Father, keep E safe tomorrow . As he plays, remind him that You are the creator of the joy that he has.

I am physically tired God, but my spirits is rejoicing in what you have done for me today. Thank you for that. I love you. Let me wake up in the morning with you in my thoughts.

Your son,

Doyle